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Seraphyna: The Psychological Polywere
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Finding the "real you"
Here is my current identity crisis type thing...

I notice that as a polymorph, and a psychological one at that, I often can be what I feel I need to be or want to be, but I've kind of lost track of who I am...if that makes any sense. Like, my personality is maleable enough to the point where I notice that my personality often changes depending on who I'm around and I pick up on other people's accents and such...but under all the shifts in personality and so forth I can't honestly say who I am.

I feel like other people can list off what makes them who they are and traits they have, but I can't. I don't know what makes me me aside from the fact that I don't know. That I feel like I'm everyone and anyone, that I have the potential to be what someone wants me to be (with a few exceptions like I never know what to say to people to comfort them)...but don't know who *I* am.

Anyone else relate?
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2 AndroDryad  
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I agree with Mike in that the trying on of identities itself is a self exploration task. I was accused of being a succubus for the longest time but in fact my lovers never walked away exhausted, unless we just had an encounter for over 8 hrs. ;) Although at first I adopted the theory I later threw it out because I was not "feeding" from my lovers but in fact I was healing them. I am an androgynous Dryad, I can change my gender in the drop of a hat...and when I connect with people I help them heal from within. I am still not 100% sure I am a Dryad but I am sure I am way closer than I was in the past. Have you ever tried having a vamp feed from you? Sometimes this clears the fog and helps you get in touch with yourself - most are able to help otherkin.

1 Mike  
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I can relate to that. I have been like that in the past where it seemed that I was taking after everyone I knew (like if this guy says he has this trait or that this guy says u might be a fox so I wounder maybe I am) Maybe you are just trying to find yourself. The exploring around everything made me come across what felt right and what didn't, but at first any idea might feel right. Try and see whats going on and explore a bit. :)

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